Monday, Mar. 28, 2005-17:06
changed blog: http://lifestylesoftheordinary.blogspot.com/

Thursday, Mar. 24, 2005-19:38
Saw Kel and Aloy at SBH yetserday. Ya know, I didn't tell Kay but when I saw Kel, I..don't know...just....you know? Like old times. Want to go up to say Hi but thought better not embarrass him ya? Aiyah, miss all of my exclassmates...Ok, not all, a selected few. Kel said I looked better with long hair, but when I see my old class pics, all i see is this fat, ugly, act cool, sorry excuse for a human. Really. At least, now I ain't fat, maybe still alittle bit of the rest though. Oh well, can't be perfect! :P


You know, guys are lucky. No matter what kind of ppl they are, there's always a girl to like them. Like Ernest, Mun Wee really liked him. I doubt anyone really liked MW... Me too... all the ppl I liked don't like me..either that or they did but I dont find out until years later. So crappy. Soem girls are so 'lucky', guys falling at their feet. Ain't fair...should be a one to one thing. Yep, whatever.


Too lazy to type anything else. Bye, tullah!


If you like me, please tell me.

Monday, Mar. 21, 2005-19:18
Hm...let's see. Wrote 2 poems today, one about a son's resentment towards his father and the other about racism. Thanks to Sheena and Clare for reaidng it and commenting! Sheena said I was the Asian Eminem. Compliment? Hm... No one else in the family wanted to read/undertsood it. Guess I am known for my morbidcity. Haha..(mitrthless laughter)

Learnt about Sexual Reproduction for Science. Seriously weird. Testostorones and all... Nth much interesting. Oh yeah, for the deabte, my grp was the best and I got one of the Best Speaker thing. WOO! lOl. I know, ego. I was trembling all the way and I still got it. Oh yeah, drama today. Fiona got an asthma attack. Some ppl say she faked it. Hmmm..wonder.. None of my business actually.


Was kinda lost today in sch, but was ok during computer club. Mr Hay is cool. He's funny and he doesn't know how to control the comp. That's the main reasona actually. CC is just free time in the comp. lab.


If anyone is free, read my stuff at fictionpress.com/~sentimentalliar ok? Review please, thanks. Always love reading reviews and encouragement. Boosts the morale. Ok, off the comp. I go. Tullah sweethearts.

Saturday, Mar. 12, 2005-09:39
Net's entry makes sense. We all did draw apart. Kimmy, I'm really sorry about leaving you out for a period of time. I'm trying to make it up, can you see? MC, too. Ya know, the talk we had? I meant it. Really, seriously, honestly. Ah, miss the old days when we would sit at the swings and share my choc muffin. And eat fries and everything. Oh well, two ways we can go; let the clique break up, or wake up, and go back to how we use to be. It's not so simple, but if we all try, it'd all be ok.

My results were like crap but Dad still gave me what I wanted. Thanks alot! So, I'm not going to slack anymore. Kimmy, I'm gonna kick your ass! :P Tullah for now.

Friday, Mar. 11, 2005-10:00
Comp. studies now. Last for the entire year. Sigh. Later have debate for English. On the casino thing. Wish me luck. I have a feeling Net's ignoring me. Sigh, seem to offend lots of ppl these days. eep. Sorry, if I offended anyone. Think I am a much better person online, behind a screen. Man, I suck. Seriously. Thanks to whoever is tolerating me, ya?


Hols are coming. Some h/w given already. Science Tuition later. Don't wanna go. Yeah, whatever, later.

Wednesday, Mar. 09, 2005-19:39
Titoot is like my long lost twin sister, Tiara! :P Both of us were watching Carebears at home [our own homes] and chatting to each other and we kept saying the same things and it was so lame! And the geeky guy was called Charles too and hahahaha...And HI-5 and everything.

Studied my Chinese, did some Science, did the tongyao thing...nth else. Oh yeah, typed a letter to my mortal! :P Nth else I guess. Tullah!

Tuesday, Mar. 08, 2005-18:25
Read Net's blog. Just wanna say, Net, everyone in the clique has felt that they don't belong one time or another. Some ppl have cried about it, including me. But it all boils down to how stable our friendship is. I'm tired of wondering who my real friends are. I know I have not been a fab friend but we're all still trying. In the clique, ppl wait for majority. I've also found myself wondering where you guys went. And I am alone. No MC, no one. So, after a few times, I decided. If I don't want to be left out, I have to stand out. Like, asking someone to walk with me to the canteen or smth. Clare may say I'm insecure. But everyone needs friends. Net, when you're not left out and having fun, have you thought of how maybe I am feeling left out? Or Wanshy, or Kimmy? Or anybody? When we talk among ourselves, we often forget others. Why? Cause they ain't talking. So, Net, next time you feel left out, say smth to let us know.


And Raine, when you told me not to leave Net out cause I always wander off with Kimmy, did you think why I wandered off with Kimmy? Cause you guys used to leave me out too.


And I wanna thank Wanshy and MC in particular. WS: Thanks for accompanying me after Home Ec and when helping Miss Saffiah. Thanks, darling. :P And MC, thanks for going home with me. I really enjoyed the ride home, just chatting with you. Sorry, I couldn't go online sooner. My other comp's all screwed. On yeah, Kimmy too. For always accompanying me to recess and back to class early. And for letting me smell her food so my fast is bearable. lOl.


On a happier note..actually there's no happier note... My stomach hurts, my music stinks....Oh yeah, there IS a happier note. Scared Syikin mindless after sch today. Stole Kittyfish from Mistress Darling, aka Sheena. All this darling business is rather erm...yuck but just to annoy WS and Sheena. And played with dough during home ec....some kinda weird shaped sardine puff... :p Ah! Love my mortal!

Monday, Mar. 07, 2005-14:59
Sarah is my No.1 fan! She has it all over her Science TB!


Anyway, I think I have split personalities. Sometimes I can be my normal crazy self other times I can be pretty snobbish. Like when I am in the bus and this moronic boy irritates me. I told him to shut up, btw. So, yep.


Mr Hay says we're playing games. In Clare's words, JOY. But there's sweets if we win! HICHEW! Sweet sucker... :P Chocolate sucka! THERE'S A COMP CLUB FUND??? Since when? Sheesh. Playing word racer. WEIRD EH? Eep.


WE WON! Actuallylooking for second best and we did get second best. WOO! :P WE RULE! Ok, now asking for my hobby? Easy, writing. :P. They're identifying us. Cute. Crap. Do forfeit just cause we don't know someone's hobby. Sheesh. Oh yay. No need.


Bored. Ha. Made Mr Hay play Colin Raye: Love Me. YAY! Made Mr Hay change BeiYi's group to the same major grp as us!!! Hee. Kept calling Mr Hay: Sir. :P more later.

Friday, Feb. 25, 2005-10:30
Ladeedah. In the comp. lab now. Not going for recess cause I'm fasting. 11th Day ONLY! Sigh...hungry... I onyl ate a kitkat for breakfast.


Talked to Brian Ng last night. Kinda nice talking to him again. Like old friends. Anyway, was at his friendster account when some 2e3ians saw his pic and went, "Cute!" Namely, Genevieve, Raine, Debbie, Kim, Farah ...etc. No comment cause I've known him since P3 so gotten used to him. Farah S. wants your nose, Brian. And Lorraine likes your lashes. lol.


Genevieve wants me to get Daniel to draw for her and Fiona is waiting for her pic. How am I supposed to ask him when I don't even talk to him nowadays? Plus, I kinda wished he wouldn't agree to draw for Fiona cause the pic he drew for me was supposed to be a one-off special kinda thing. Oh well. It was too much to ask, I guess.


Oh yeah, 1e3's form has agreed to play the game. YAY! Bonding time... I think I sound like some crazed chairperson... But it's fun!


Oh yeah, our new Comp. Club teach is a Mr Hay. lOl. Mr Say quits and a Mr Hay joins!!! What's with them and 'ay's?


Fiona's Justin isn't cute at all... Her taste is worse than mine. I know my crushes aren't drop dead cute but at least they've got a nice heart and they make me laugh! Hmph, so there! Ok, maybe not my lastest crush. He didn't make me laugh nor did he had a heart of pure gold....Oh well, he's still longing for the girl he likes. Good luck! I was joking with my sis the other day, about how my love life is cursed cause I don't pass on all those chainmails. If that's the case, I am doomed for this life, the next and the next. :P


Science tuition later. With Madam Tia. At Neptune Court. Sigh...can't wait...JOY... Clare's words. Oh yeah, net didn't come although she has sports heats today. Now Alvina has to go find a replacement. Luck, Alvina. I think this is the longest entry ever!


Hao, I found two of the songs you wrote in Aussie. Remember 'Best of Me' and 'Love Insurance'? Raine and elc likes Love Insurance. :P

ABcDefgHIJklmnoPqrstuvwxyz. That's the crush alphabet. All the clique's crushes first names. The other day, we were combining the crushes' names and ours. Donberly, Juniel, Jolise, Ninette, Justiona. lOl. 10 more mins. Bye now. Tullah!

Wednesday, Feb. 23, 2005-15:25
Ok, haven't updated for a week. Let's see...Yesterday was interesting!


Yesterday...

CC Training. Games were kinda weird, lecture was boring. The stupid fellow picked me to answer a question cause he thought I was looking at him. Maybe if he turned around, he'd realise that I was staring at the EXIT sign above him...sheesh. Played this game that involves lots of hugging! Hugged Phoebe, Avril, some seniors, some juniors. Also on the way home, made friends with Sec1 Eunice and Sec2 Patricia. Oh yeah and Sec1 Rachel. At night, talked to BeiYi, my junior from 1e3. lOl. Lots of new friends! :)


Today was ok. Miss Lau told us about recorder practical and I am so dead.i can't play the freakin' recorder!


Listening to New Found Glory's My Friends Over You. It's nice. Anyway,not much to say anymore. Till next time, Tullah!

Wednesday, Feb. 16, 2005-20:59
I received another rose! This time from Lorraine! Fiona's rose died already. I removed the petals and pressed them. Watching AI. I think Aa'shia Jackson was great in her first audition. But her second audition was kinda youngish sounding. Joined WS's guild in Neopets for fun. Need me to do anything, just tell me ok WS? My mortal rocks!

Monday, Feb. 14, 2005-15:05
Blamufaluludangalei! Shibimalu! You will never gues swhat happened. Only the clique, Fiona, Clare and Char knows, I think. Yiipi!!! Ok, nvm.

Comp. club presentation starting in a while. I shall just crap alot. not as if we can get in. Oh yeah, I received a total of 3 Valetine's day presents! And 3 notes!!! Yay! *jumps around* Nvm. Ignore me. But, this is the first everest time I received anything on Valentine's!!!


I love Aisyah! She just offered to do the whole presentation! Love you! *hugs* But she's all hung up on Bollywood people. .... lOl. Mr Ang's coming. Tullah ppl, and I love you all! May your Valentine's day be filled with lots of love! PS: I hope elc, Raine, fiona are waiting for me. And Aisyah is so tickeled by my crap. Oh well.

Saturday, Feb. 12, 2005-21:08
Hey ppl! Go check this link out: http://public.fotki.com/ChanceforChrist/new_year!/


They are pics of my CNY, some of them only though. I will get JH to scan in more. The little boy is my cousin, Nigel. Pic 6 is of my gran and my unc. I love pic 7, 10 and 12!!! Ok, more tmr. Tullah!